monkeeeeey is talking

dream

2012-01-18T20:41:00.002+08:00

dreammm

i had a dream last night

should i consider it as a good or bad dream

he came back

yet the current is there too

where i was introduced to

with my previous status

and it affected my work performance today

memories keep flowing up my mind

the happy the sad

as much as i hate this dream, i wish it will come true

only if miracle exist

stupid dream.

2011-12-07T01:05:00.000+08:00

i knoww right, its been a long time

i neglected my blog. :)

busy busy busy!

will be back SOON! :D

teng teng's birthday

2011-11-26T23:54:00.000+08:00

another day to meet the gang. :)

nothing can ever be better than today

after months and months avoiding

i faced it today!

Birthday celebration for teng teng.

last year's today i was with the ex.

this year's today, its all NEW :D

the MTOT gang.

us four, always. :)

2011-11-17T22:31:00.001+08:00

doing tax assignment is stressful

VERY STRESSFUL indeed.

due date is 17 hours away. :(

and Im redo-ing everything

SHO STRESSFUL!

these days

2011-11-17T01:22:00.003+08:00

i'm so well !

yet, these days, whenever i sleep

i dream nothing but him

bad sign LOL

the scenes are blurrr,

yet the look of his, crystal clear

please make me forget

i still couldn't imagine how'd i went through those days previously

HAHAHA. xD

那些年，我們一起追的女孩

2011-11-15T20:58:00.003+08:00

那些年...

this song, this movie, it made me almost flood with tears.

meaningful much. :)

寂寞的咖啡因-柯震東

p.s the main guy character in the movie is handsome. not forgetting the girl, beautiful! :) dont deny that.

孩子氣 - 陳妍希

for you. :)

boys are cheats and liars

2011-11-09T15:48:00.002+08:00

Boys are cheats and liars, They're such a big disgrace

They will tell you anything to get to second baseball, baseball,

He thinks he's gonna score. If you let him go all the way

then you are a whore-ticulturists study flower

Geologists study rocks.

The only thing a guy wants from you

Is a place to put his cock-roaches, beetles, butterflies and bugs

Nothing makes him happier than a giant pair of jug-lers and acrobats

And dancing bears named chuck

All boys want to do is forget it no such luck

awesomely awesome. :)))

:D

2011-11-01T14:14:00.003+08:00

hehehe. :)

its soon!

hurry upppp,

finish everythinggg

and partaaaaayy!

the best moment. :)

awaits.

BANANAH! :P

2011-10-30T02:33:00.003+08:00

i found some facts about my fav fruit! :P

nyammeeeeehh!

Bananas contain three natural sugars - sucrose, fructose and glucose combined with fiber. A banana gives an instant, sustained and substantial boost of energy.

Research has proven that just two bananas provide enough energy for a strenuous 90-minute workout. No wonder the banana is the number one fruit with the world's leading athletes.

But energy isn't the only way a banana can help us keep fit. It can also help overcome or prevent a substantial number of illnesses and conditions, making it a must to add to our daily diet.

Depression: According to a recent survey undertaken by MIND amongst people suffering from depression, many felt much better after eating a banana. This is because bananas contain tryptophan, a type of protein that the body converts into serotonin, known to make you relax, improve your mood and generally make you feel happier.

PMS: Forget the pills - eat a banana. The vitamin B6 it contains regulates blood glucose levels, which can affect your mood..

Anemia: High in iron, bananas can stimulate the production of hemoglobin in the blood and so helps in cases of anemia.

Blood Pressure: This unique tropical fruit is extremely high in potassium yet low in salt, making it perfect to beat blood pressure. So much so, the US Food and Drug Administration has just allowed the banana industry to make official claims for the fruit's ability to reduce the risk of blood pressure and stroke.

Brain Power: 200 students at a Twickenham (Middlesex) school were helped through their exams this year by eating bananas at breakfast, break, and lunch in a bid to boost their brain power. Research has shown that the potassium-packed fruit can assist learning by making pupils more alert.

Constipation: High in fiber, including bananas in the diet can help restore normal bowel action, helping to overcome the problem without resorting to laxatives.

Hangovers: One of the quickest ways of curing a hangover is to make a banana milkshake, sweetened with honey. The banana calms the stomach and, with the help of the honey, builds up depleted blood sugar levels, while the milk soothes and re-hydrates your system.

Heartburn: Bananas have a natural antacid effect in the body, so if you suffer from heartburn, try eating a banana for soothing relief.

Morning Sickness: Snacking on bananas between meals helps to keep blood sugar levels up and avoid morning sickness.

Mosquito bites: Before reaching for the insect bite cream, try rubbing the affected area with the inside of a banana skin. Many people find it amazingly successful at reducing swelling and irritation.

Nerves: Bananas are high in B vitamins that help calm the nervous system.

Overweight and at work? Studies at the Institute of Psychology in Austria found pressure at wor k leads to gorging on comfort food like chocolate and crisps. Looking at 5,000 hospital patients, researchers found the most obese were more likely to be in high-pressure jobs. The report concluded that, to avoid panic-induced food cravings, we need to control our blood sugar levels by snacking on high carbohydrate foods every two hours to keep levels steady.

Ulcers: The banana is used as the dietary food against intestinal disorders because of its soft texture and smoothness. It is the only raw fruit that can be eaten without distress in over-chronicler cases. It also neutralizes over-acidity and reduces irritation by coating the lining of the stomach.

Temperature control: Many other cultures see bananas as a "cooling" fruit that can lower both the physical and emotional temperature of expectant mothers. In Thailand , for example, pregnant women eat bananas to ensure their baby is born with a cool temperature.

Seasonal Affective Disorder (SAD): Bananas can help SAD sufferers because they contain the natural mood enhancer tryptophan.

Smoking &Tobacco Use: Bananas can also help people trying to give up smoking. The B6, B12 they contain, as well as the potassium and magnesium found in them, help the body recover from the effects of nicotine withdrawal.

Stress: Potassium is a vital mineral, which helps normalize the heartbeat, sends oxygen to the brain and regulates your body's water balance. When we are stressed, our metabolic rate rises, thereby reducing our potassium levels. These can be rebalanced with the help of a high-potassium banana snack.

Strokes: According to research in The New England Journal of Medicine, eating bananas as part of a regular diet can cut the risk of death by strokes by as much as 40%!

Warts: Those keen on natural alternatives swear that if you want to kill off a wart, take a piece of banana skin and place it on the wart, with the yellow side out. Carefully hold the skin in place with a plaster or surgical tape!

So, a banana really is a natural remedy for many ills. When you compare it to an apple, it has four times the protein, twice the carbohydrate, three times the phosphorus, five times the vitamin A and iron, and twice the other vitamins and minerals. It is also rich in potassium and is one of the best value foods around So maybe its time to change that well-known phrase so that we say, "A banana a day keeps the doctor away!"

PS: Bananas must be the reason monkeys are so happy all the time! I will add one here; want a quick shine on our shoes?? Take the INSIDE of the banana skin, and rub directly on the shoe....polish with dry cloth. Amazing fruit !

Banana whyyy uu so awesome?! :P

belajar

2011-10-26T14:24:00.001+08:00

study time in starbucks AGAIN! :))))

crowded here today

unlike that night we went,

so quiet.

SAMA SAMA.

hehehe.

chocolate cream chips frap nyammeeeeehh

MeiSing's 22nd birthday

2011-10-25T14:45:00.004+08:00

she is my bestie ever since college till now.

i remembered how I've met her

cute way

she changed my perception towards her

an amazing friend she is. :)

its her 22nd birthday today

we celebrated for her yesterday

had tons of amazing and fun things

me and the birthday girl

tengwuen, meising, mien

heels, shoes, heels xD

its us againnn. :)

ohyeaaaaahh

berbonding

cheers!

girls :)

and me!

this is how i'd look after drinking. :O

STUDY DAY OUT

2011-10-23T00:22:00.001+08:00

today is an awesome hardworking day! :D

went to oldtown to stardaaaayy with my girls

berbonding at the mean time. :)

study in action. :)

Mien Wei says HI to everyone. :))))

after that, went home.

out againnnn for dinner

not with the girls this time

with him.

then off to Starbucks for study session

I realise, HEY! Green Tea Frap is not that bad afterall! :D

but, its Signature Hot Chocolate is still my choice. :)

its too cold in there.

I FOUND A BETTER PLACE TO STUDY. :D

all i do is smile

2011-10-13T23:55:00.001+08:00

things just get so amazing when i'm with you

i just love the time we spent together

and

i hope there will not be an END.

dessert time! :)

2011-10-08T23:58:00.000+08:00

againnn its a boringgg SATURDAY

off for snowflake. :))))

brightens up my day day day.

long queue,

purchase the best seller,

too many people,

no seats,

we packed,

UFO beeped,

got desserts,

oh there's space,

sat,

eat.

SUBS annual ball

2011-10-08T17:18:00.001+08:00

7th October 2011

its the Sunway University Business School Annual ball! :D

pictures speaks more than a thousand words

1. look of the day

2. in the car. :)

3. me and wife's outfir

4. with steven

5. ahhh with cantik! :)

7. Tania in action. :D

8. the awesomely awesome girls :D

10.

11.

12.

13. boleh kahwin ddd kononnya. xD

14. 1,2,3 :D

15.

16. Table 23. :)

17. with Myra. :D

19. Mr Micheal in action

2nd round off MOS. :D

time to hit the dance floor~!

20. Me and wife

21.

22.

23.

24. the girls in Euphoria. :D

all i could say is, ITS AWESOME

Adidas Marathon

2011-10-02T16:56:00.000+08:00

woooohh!

Adidas Marathon for some charity work

went for McD breakfast

then head to pyramid

its 2am

10am, im dead tired.

thank god i get to go home

pheeeeeeww! :D

im happy todaaaaayy!

Sunway Social Society orientation

2011-09-15T23:08:00.000+08:00

orientation day. ;P

before that, went to Secret Recipe in Pyramid. :)

came back to college.

awesome day.

played games, cant imagine my group lost

LOL

and they made us dance :O

fun fun fun

group members. xD

its us. :)

nasi lemak 2.0

2011-09-14T22:00:00.002+08:00

after class. heavy rain.

hen hao ahhhh

off for movie :D

.mih.mih.mih.

in the new Subang Parade MBO

not badddd heh.

toilet is outside the cinema, special tickets xD

paper form

off for Chilli Pan Mee in Taipan after that.

its yummeeeehh!

better than JoJo. :P hehehe

2011-09-13T23:57:00.000+08:00

ohhhh boring tuesday, when things happen.

yet it could be an amazing tuesday as well. :)))

too bored at home,

decided to head out

Prawn fishing

ahhhh! how can i lose the bet?!

i got 2 prawns

he got 5! =(

11plus, hungryyy

off for some desserts :D

funny looking spoon

oh my banana sago. :P

remember

2011-09-11T23:52:00.003+08:00

looking at the related update of the days, i remembered once again,

last year's today, we spent the whole day together

you gave me a promise,

that you will treasure every moment with me

saying the 3 words that was the most worthwhile

today, the promise doesn't belong to me anymore

the three words, i dont own em'

it belongs to someone else

GOOD. and i will say give my promise to someone more worthwhile than you do.

rollerskating day!

2011-09-07T23:33:00.000+08:00

oh yeaaaahh!

lets hit the "club" skating session!

off to pyramid for lunch first tsk!

#1 pepper lunch, 1st attempt

#2 my salmon carbonara, 1st attempt, HANGUS!

#3 a lil clumsy. =O

#4 paparazzi in action aka jiayeen tan

#5 wifey and MIEN! :)

#6 lets skate! @subang avenue

#7 take 1, BLUR

#8 us girls. :)

#9 aahhhh my long lost friend! its so good to bump into you
Siti Raihanah!

#10 okaaaay, a tard in action. :P

#11

#12

#13 US. :)

orphanage visit. :)

2011-09-03T23:58:00.000+08:00

Its a right choice for not going to the other event

seeing unwanted people

and came for this meaningful event :)

a visit to Rumah Charis.

an orphanage home with awesome kids!

#1 oh yeaaaahh! the picture of the day! :)

#2 Family photo kononnya. xD

#3 performance

#4 talking to the old folks

#5 mien, wifey, max

#6 piggyback

#7 early mooncake festival celebration with the lanterns

#8 group photo! :) SPOT ME tsk!

after that, went for supper with the SSS members in Kayu

joker much!

the drinks, epic! :D

:)

2011-08-25T11:30:00.002+08:00

supposed to be a Monday's post

too lazy. :)

first day of the new semester!

pyramid with candice to cure my sadness

its good indeed.

some photos to brighten up my emo blog and my moody-ness!
LOL!

#3 outfit choose by candice. :)

#5 outfit of the day! :)

and off to college.

today

2011-08-25T09:23:00.002+08:00

最折磨的不是别离，而是感动的回亿，让人很容易，站在原地

yesss. the memories is the killer.

removing all the pictures taken together

and it will be useful to cure me

June June, hurry remove too yaaa.

and my new life begins

i dont wanna have anything connected to him

ANYMORE.

my friend taught me this,

Someday someone might come into your life

and love you the way you've always wanted.

if your someday was yesterday, learn.
if your someday is tomorrow, hope.
if your someday is today, cherish

he is not my someday

我要打从心里快乐起来!

they made my day :)

2011-08-24T20:06:00.001+08:00

second day of uni, new sem laa. :)

lunch with Wei Hong along with Candice

waaaa, sat the super cute car

and off to pyramid

Kim Gary session. :D

fai wah session

mien, dearest.

photo from his phone

okaaaayy la, girls ma

camwhore sikit laaa. :P

i realise im eating very slow

seriously!

WHYYY?!

they finished theirs but i have not

i need some eating lesson liooo. xD

owhh and i joined SSS! woohhooooo!

*clap clap* :)

my emoness of the day all gone

hen hao ahhh. :)))

xie xie babi, xie xie dearest.

tears

2011-08-23T10:51:00.005+08:00

it rained this morning

am very down

as said by Kevin,

I fell real hard this time

the news is sudden much

I've expected it but,

accepting it is another story

i cried all day ytd and the day before

thankyou for hurting me for the very last time

this is the maximum i could take

im really tired

time to buck up! :)

meeting the 13 years friend

2011-08-22T23:41:00.000+08:00

first day of the semester

quite free

a day before Keng Jin fly back to Japan

SHO we met up!

its like finally get to meet after 2 years

always fail to meet you when you're back!

off to Old Town

met up with Pinz Pinz. :)

jokes and bullying sessions.

bahaha!

and i realised Yin Hao got muscular!

buff up lio! good thing!

more like 4 Siantan mini recruitment.

Amazing Singapore Trip

2011-08-19T11:14:00.000+08:00

amazing Singapore trip

but it wasn't enough to heal me

let the pictures do the talking

the place i stayed in. :)

ahhh carine, you're super long!

underwater world

the merlion. :)

dinner in Clarke Quay, The Hooters.

oh Im here againnn.

i played this and i can't feel my feet

thrilling much!

yummeeeeehh

oh my mr.taxi

China Town

ooppsss. last picture i suppose it to be

arrival in Changi Airport. :)

some desserts in Vivo City

its Honeymoon. :) but taste much different

photo snapping during shopping :)

shopped a lot.

thanks Carine and Mei Sing, accompanying me

Lotsa funnn.

huehuehue.

Singapore! I'll see you soon again!

58th day

2011-08-15T15:44:00.002+08:00

passed by a place

reminded me again

saddening much

yet no tears flow

its the sign of recovery

i can sense it! :D

57th day

2011-08-14T17:18:00.003+08:00

nightmare againnn =(

once the closest

yet the furthest now

the stranger that i know the best

STOP WITH THE EMONESS MICH!

slap yourself!

screw that phone call ytddd

shouldn't have asked. =(

ijusthopeicouldtellyouimissyoubutitisimpossible

sojuststayawayfrommeandneverletmeseeorlisten

tothelatestnewsofyours,idontwannaknowem'

memoriespleaseletmegoidonothavetheenergyanymore

iamsososotiredwiththis

56th day

2011-08-13T18:57:00.003+08:00

againnn. I'm not good today

things happened.

ghost festival,

is it because of this? =(

worked today with Jia Yeen

phone interviewer

i have a list of 200+ people to call

yet, i called his dad unexpectedly

YESSS, i deleted everything related to him

of course including the phone number of his family members

and i didnt know his dad's name

started calling,

but uncle wasn't free, appointment 4pm

wow, the way this uncle speaks seems familiar

like his dad

i told Jia Yeen, she said I think too much

not long later, the uncle called back

and we used office phone to call back to save the cost of the donor

as i interview, dont seem right

how come all things seem so familiar? 70% suspect

my first interview in Mandarin fyi.

last question was: May i know how many children age less than 18 lives in your household?

W: I have only 2 sons, 1 age 20, 1 age 21

MienWei *gasp* it cant be such coincident i know. yet 80% suspect

M: ok. thankyou for the interview, you may call me Mien Wei

W: oh. you have the same name as my son's ex

MienWei *gasp* now this cant be true. yet 90% suspect

M: so happening? *think twice* *try* Uncle, is your son ________?

W: yess. You are really MienWei?

the conversation continued a while.

thank you for asking uncle

I am good. :)

dang! it brought back all the memories.

EMO! =(

how can things happen within such coincidence?! :O

STOP TELLING ME THE ETAF THINGY.

i dont wanna drop back in.

another amazing night

2011-08-12T23:53:00.001+08:00

owhh, its another awesome night

after work,

lifting up the tired body of mine

head to Chatime with them. :)

played with Xiao Kang's ipad

we raped his ipad kononnya. :P

*1 Mien, Serene, JiaYeen, EeKang

*2 hihi! its us againnn

*3 owhhh so many MienWeis here. :D

*4 hihi babe!

*5 Chatime, my choc drink yummmms!

*6 Mien and XiaoKang

XiaoKang looks like a retard

*7 Mien and XiaoKang again. :P

we are retards!

*8 Mien and Serene sis. *loves*

*9 Mien and Wifey

*10 ahhh! BlackHole! D:

*11 owhh ghost festival

*12 hii, its me againnn! :)

*13 ghost festival preparation D:

*14 flowery us!

*15 the girls are here to say HI! :D

yumcha session ended

off to wifey's home for sleepover.

they are my precious, they made my day!

:]

2011-08-12T19:59:00.001+08:00

he arrived. :)

safe and sound.

hehe. GOOD!

53rd day

2011-08-10T12:11:00.003+08:00

when all things fail

i hope to have thou by my side

but its impossible now

i have no more strength to smile

i have no more courage

i lost the hope

i am not as strong as you think i am

after such a long time

the tears flowed once again

please get me outta this

when i smile, it doesnt means that im happy

about famine 30 againnn

2011-08-10T01:39:00.008+08:00

top up of photos! :D

let the pictures do their job!

#1 pinz, wife, mien

owhhh the first day, just arrived

#2 group photo on d 2nd day before we set off to the stadium

#3 candice, pinz, mien, wifeyy before going to the stadium

#4 in the busss with wife and jeff

#5 smileeee. :D

#6 decorated specs! :D

#7 candice and mien. :)

#8 wifey LOVES to act cute!

#9 mien and wei hong

#10 wife, mien, wei hong, jeff

#11 four of us plus candice. :)

#12 hand hand

jeff, candice, mien, wife

#13 owhhh Famine 30!

#14 wife and mien. *hearts!*

#15 mien and candice. :)

#16 mien and jeff

#17 jeff and err vin

#18 err vin and mien

#19 steven super busy xD

#20 Jeff and candice

#21 weihong, mien

#22 wife and wei hong

#23 US!

wife, jeff, candice, weihong, mien, errvin

too many to upload. :)

but this camp, wonderful camp everrrr

i enjoyed to the maximum and forget the aching heart

although i wasn't really in a good state today

but i will be good one day!

awaitingggg i am.

i swear this is my best birthday all these years!

2nd day of famine

2011-08-07T12:54:00.000+08:00

okaaaays! im super hungry xD

but its okay!

respect the programme. :)

#1 we just arrived. :)

#2 me and wifey jiayeen

#3 wifey, mien, jeff and err vin

#5 group photo!

#6 random group photo

#7 i super love this picture, best picture of all! :D

#8 this tooooo! after the concert.

off back to college. :))))

hungry, tired, leg aching

but worth it!

new friendships obtained

Im Happy againnnn!

my birthday, famine camp!

2011-08-06T23:52:00.000+08:00

i just love my birthdaaaay!

today is the day,

Famine 30!

celebrated with over 60 plus people.

super happy i am! :)

#1 when we first arrived.

candice, pinz, wifey, mien

#2 fish fish group

#3 ice breaking game, FUN!

#4 owhhh WON! ;D

#5 tough game!

#6 newspaper folding. we didnt cheat! ;P

#7 passing newspaper around. :D

#8 extreme game, concentrating

#10 take a break! have a kitkat!

#11 fish fish, 2nd placeee! VICTORY!

#12 back from extreme game

mien, jiayeen wifey

#13 ivan missing. :P

#14 fish fish againnn

#15 everyone sang birthday song, THANKYOUUU! :D

im a happy girl now

#15 group photo!

#16 mafia game!
make sure i wont get killed every round next time!

#17 fish fish againnnnn!

#18 bloop bloop bloop!

i had the most amazing birthday celebration ever!

thankyouuuu everyone! :)

2nd birthday celebration

2011-08-05T23:54:00.000+08:00

i just love my life, with all amazing people around me

off celebrating my second birthday celetration!

outfit of the daaaayy

the location of the evening.

The Pressroom, Bangsar Shopping Mall

ME! :D

starter. :D

owhhh alcohol name dragonfly

lychee martini

my meal of the daaaayy.

after dinner, went for drinking nearby.

ahhhh! i gotta stop!

but birthday, nvmmm laaa. xD

after drinking session, off for yumcha

with wengkit, kaivern and myee. :D

dont worry!

the ciggs doesn't belongs to me. :)

I DONT SMOKE! haha

47th day

2011-08-04T14:56:00.003+08:00

get what i mean?

its diminishing, the picture

it means lesser visits

good.

i should stop all rubbish.

ITS THE LOSS OF THOU DUDE!

46th day

2011-08-03T00:13:00.002+08:00

我不在乎了，因为我的心已经淡了.

i dont care anymore, FLIRT more, i dont feel a pinch.

the heart died right on the spot.

失恋,是很痛苦的; 但是痛过了，就会比以前更坚强了.

yess, its the toughest moment right now.

but, once i get over it,

its gonna be heaven! :) im looking forward

GOD, peeps, please give me the courage

i could take no more

i could collapse anytime, anywhere

i need a new, better way to escape

no one including you truly understands what i'm encountering right now

all i want is to heal from this piece of shit

its not hard i know, but never easy.

45th day

2011-08-02T01:13:00.002+08:00

recalled back,

i never regret knowing you, i never will

i never will hate you, i never could,

cause we loved.

but i hate our relationship much,

cause it ruined our friendship.

how i wish we were just friends previously

things would be much better than now

missin' you much, but it means nothing

44th day

2011-08-01T13:30:00.003+08:00

if we were together, it would be a year full today

yet it marks the 44th day of us being apart

thank god i couldn't see his posts,

thank god he doesn't reads my blog.

nooow, about the happy thing

the sweetest dream i ever had. :)

call him H.

the dream, he was sweeter than anyone on earth

ahhh, filled with LOVES.

it made my worse day the best day

take it as OH GOD IS HINTING.

43rd day

2011-07-31T23:56:00.000+08:00

its time to let go every single thing

sorry wifeeeyy

i promise i will take good care of myself this time

i will forget every single thing

try my best to avoid alcohol too.

42nd day

2011-07-30T12:46:00.002+08:00

rain rain go away

come again another day :)

the rain made me miss you much

nothing else

i dislike the rain

pulling me back down when im heading up

think think and think about the sad and bad stuff!

Genting with them

2011-07-29T23:53:00.001+08:00

great awesome fridaaaayy

went out with kean, weyshern and jack

dimsum as brunch

head up to Genting

brrrrrr

freezing cold!

truth or dare session funny much

Jack, you still haven buy the condom and blow like a balloon!

enjoyed my mocha frap with the cold weather

its heaven!

on the way down,

jack and beee's "looking for toilet" incident, EPIC!

off to picadilly for dinner

truth or dare session againn

drinking session againn.

beeee got drunk, LOUSY!

2 bottles only beeeee!

lotsa fun todaaaay

thankyou guys! :D

especially beeeee. :)

41st day

2011-07-29T02:16:00.002+08:00

每個人這一輩子
只要有一次真愛的感覺
活著就是值得地

能夠遇見你
就算以後的日子可能嘗到心痛
還是謝謝你

原來愛情可以讓人一夜長大
領悟從古至今所有的情話
沒有你怎麼辦
像我現在無法入眠

多想要和你聊聊天
沒有你怎麼辦
像我現在無法入眠
只想要你在我身邊在我身邊

每個人這一輩子
只要有一次真愛的感覺
活著就是值得地

能夠遇見你
就算以後的日子可能嘗到心痛
還是謝謝你

原來愛情可以讓人一夜長大
領悟從古至今所有的情話
沒有你怎麼辦
像我現在無法入眠

多想要和你聊聊天
沒有你怎麼辦
像我現在無法入眠
只想要你在我身邊在我身邊

你在我生命之後的結果
就好像我從來沒難過過
最難過的不過就是渡過
今晚想你的寂寞

沒有你怎麼辦
像我現在無法入眠

多想要和你聊聊天
沒有你怎麼辦
像我現在無法入眠
只想要你在我身邊在我身邊

40th day

2011-07-28T01:31:00.003+08:00

by Teng Teng :)

爱一个人，可以很开心。。

爱一个也爱你的人，可以很幸福。。

那如果爱上一个连你的存在也可能不知道的人，

那换来的是开心？还是幸福？还是痛苦？

所以，选择爱自己最好。。

可以很开心也很幸福而且不会痛苦！

soooo, the last choice is always the best.

yesss, uoyssimi.

but i'm not looking backwards.

39th day

2011-07-27T10:27:00.002+08:00

tnemom yrev siht

niaga mih gnissim mi

yldab

ti wercs

rehtob neve tndluow eh

passed by the area ytdd

lotsa stuff came into the mind

the past, dammit

it hurts!

i despise you much, memories!

2011-07-26T23:59:00.001+08:00

drinking with them and beeee. :)

Laundry bar

niceeee gossiping

waiting for beeeee

outfit of the night. :)

oh babe drank happily tonight heh? ;P

38th day

2011-07-26T11:19:00.002+08:00

there are disappointments

when you realize things aren't just the way you think it could be

i thought i was cared although it occurred

but it was a total ignore

i thought it could be friendship

but it was totally difficult

the existence,

from a 100% before, to a 0% now

when you're in a racing game,

you were the first,

but you tripped and fell,

made you the last in place

that is how i feel, SHITTY

if you'd ever care, blah blah blah.

attention seeker phail. :)

hcumyrevuoyssimllitsi, yadotllit

:D

2011-07-26T02:07:00.003+08:00

awesomeee day today is

went out for cheong k session

with Mei Sing and Jack

then off to Look Out Point

took us 1 and a half hour to get up there

-.- very smart!

gooooodd! memories there removed! :D

group photo.

top: Andrew, Ivan, Jack

below: Mich, Leng, KahMun

Gasoline, dinner. yummeeeehh

owhhhh the night view :)

girly girls

tallest! :D

macho guys :)

siweeeet sweeeet couple.

ahhh, Mien and leng. :)

had lotsa fuuuunn today

ahhhh!

sorry babe i ffk-ed youuu today

yuan liang wo! :)

girls territory

2011-07-25T14:31:00.004+08:00

a top up to the girls do-over. :)

outfit of the night

owhhh princess serene. :)

loveee by the sis-in-law

oooppsieeee! :P

wife, mien, sis-in-law

owhh us in our outfit

carine, mien, jiayeen

boooyaaahh! :P

36th day

2011-07-24T22:46:00.004+08:00

all i wish to do is a HI

but its never easy

i couldn't do so

i never hate you, i never could

i never regret knowing you, i never will

yet,

i do hate and regret our relationship,

it ruined our friendship.

BAD

2011-07-23T11:19:00.001+08:00

what on earth am i up to?!

self-destroying

BAD move

zero explanation

34th day

2011-07-22T23:58:00.000+08:00

34th day

whyyy is he still haunting me in my dreams?!

he is no angel but a horrible figure now

im afraid to sleep, still =(

more and more people encountering the same situation as me!

gosh! bad sign.

cheer up kevin!

you'll do good.

have faith! :)

can't this year end faster?

its getting worse!

i totally hate this year

ah-haaaa!

2011-07-22T23:31:00.002+08:00

back from snowflake

yummeeeeehh!

amazing talk with lysher

thankyouuu, being my company for tonight!

mignight

2011-07-22T03:07:00.003+08:00

when I'm smiling, it doesn't means that I'm happy

yet, I'm doing my very best

to smile in front of everyone

I don't want my friends to be worried anymore

Teng, June, Pinz, MeiSing, Candice,

Carine, Wifey, Serene, Lysher

it's difficult to smile with an aching heart

Chatime

2011-07-21T23:49:00.001+08:00

hmmm.

Chatime with MeiSing.

*why still wearing sports shoes?!*

epic-ally,

3 person, 6 chatimes?

too much! LOL

not baaaadd, tasty much

ohh next rounddd! :D

33rd day

2011-07-21T13:29:00.002+08:00

i know, this is life

i could not escape but to face it

lotsa obstacles, fortunate and unfortunate

through this incident,

i learnt to be tough and strong

memories still haunt

sleepless night

oh god its been a month and still

but i know,

life will be happier, merrier soon

nothing I can do when one's heart is not here

forget, let go, move on!

32nd day

2011-07-20T11:41:00.003+08:00

dammit! this song reveals the true self of me
look into the lyrics deeper, its all in it
whyyy? pouring cold water on me
when im proceeding. :'(

张靓颖 - 这该死的爱

每次别人故意提起

有关于你的消息

我都会微笑的装作一点都不在意

耳朵背着我收集你所有的点点滴滴

现在你在哪里

Oh Baby

那封没有寄出的信

直到现在还是锁在抽屉

无处可投递

电话总是形影不离

害怕如果每次当它响起

错过你声音

让未来到来

让过去过去

做到谈何容易

有一天老去

有一天离去

遗憾还是在心底

我可以绝口不提

所有和你的曾经

如果这是你想要的

我会清理

你忘了回忆

我忘了忘记

这该死的爱情

不能爱着你

不能爱自己

能不能再次相遇

我真的力不从心

也不想再骗自己

虽然你说过要幸福

我曾答应

后悔没有让你了解我

有多爱你

italic words, ME.

old shoes

2011-07-20T01:14:00.002+08:00

OH you want my old shoes girl?

take it! :)

i change fast.

wearing it for too long

i was bored too

just too loyal to give it away

since you like it so much

have it! :D

it has been giving me blisters

goodluck to you!

its a bliss to get rid of it

more comfortable now than before

pheeeeeeww!

31st day

2011-07-19T20:35:00.001+08:00

haaaa! :D

finals is oveeerr

i shall enjoy my CUTI BERSALIN to the maximuuuuumm!

oh yeaaahh oh yeaaaahh

i will get my good mood back in no timee.

woohooo!

good point

2011-07-18T16:40:00.002+08:00

#1 before

#2 after

its diminishing.

see the differences?

a point, good enough.

so STOP!

dont understand what is this about?

you people will know about it soon.

30th day

2011-07-18T08:41:00.003+08:00

Its a monthhh finally

LONGING it to be.

did i? i said so means so *self convincing*

need not be guilty if I start my history all over again

don't I? Since he started it too. FAIR game!

yesss. at times I do recall back

but it meant nothing to me

NOTHING AT ALL i emphasize

it used to be beautiful

but now, its just an ugly past

I'm glad i get rid of em'

mei sing, this is for you. :) and those who needed this as a motivation.

我们应该感谢他们让我们自由的。长痛不如短痛，外面有更多更好的。我找到了。你一定会找到的！There is no reason to miss him. He doesn't appreciates you, not worth it. You deserve a better one. :)

I said this to myself a hundred thousand times for the past 1 month, now i dont need em' anymore.

BBQ, steamboat gathering

2011-07-18T01:05:00.005+08:00

had BBQ and steamboat on friday

awesomely awesome :)

brighten up my day

spent the awesomely awesome time

with the promoter friends.

amazingly amazing.

nothing could express suchh.

pictures shall story you.

2. Carine, i just LOVE the hair you did for me. :)

3. mien, jiayeen, serene, aiteng, flora

4. the GROUP photo. :)

5. Me and wifeeey

6. wifeeey and serene

7. the girls

8. cakeeeeeyy

9. Carine. :) sure do miss youu

10. serene and mien

11. the guys!

i am impenetrable,

i am bullet proof.

good sunday

2011-07-17T20:03:00.004+08:00

people have good friday,

i have good sunday

although the early noon was bad

buuuut,

the later noon was good. :)

studied in crow's home the noon

off for dinner in Fish & Co.

YUUUUUMS!

thanks to crow

accompanied me the whole day

huehuehue

29th day

2011-07-17T14:31:00.001+08:00

OK!

i understand everything clearly now

its now all up to me to decide

the path to be taken

i'll leave.

similar

2011-07-17T00:16:00.002+08:00

if misunderstanding and problems could be solved

how nice it'd be

it wouldn't be the current state

28th day

2011-07-16T23:56:00.005+08:00

a sudden storm in the heart

the missin' is strong

months before

i used to hope for weekends

now, i don't anymore

go away you false hope!

go away you hurtful memories!

I'm awake, just..

the memories haunt

shouldn't have look back at the old pictures of us

I wanna live a better life

and i know without you,

I'm proceeding. :)

If i was given another chance,

I'd rather that we were just plain friends

It's difficult to smile with an aching heart

28句来自不同名人的名言，句句深入人心

2011-07-16T21:45:00.008+08:00

got this from a friend, and i find them all meaningful. convincing much.

1. 再好的东西都有失去的一天。再深的记忆也有淡忘的一天。再爱的人，也有远走的一天。再美的梦也有苏醒的一天。该放弃的决不挽留。该珍惜的决不放手，分手后不可以做朋友，因为彼此伤害过！也不可以做敌人，因为彼此深爱过

2。当你喜欢我的时候，我不喜欢你,当你爱上我的时候，我喜欢上你, 当你离开我的时候，我却爱上你,是你走得太快，还是我跟不上你的脚步, 我们错过了诺亚方舟,错过了泰坦尼克号,错过了一切的惊险与不惊险,我们还要继续错过. 我不了解我的寂寞来自何方，但我真的感到寂寞。你也寂寞，世界上每个人都寂寞，只是大家的寂寞都不同吧。

3。不要指望，麻雀会飞得很高。高处的天空，那是鹰的领地。麻雀如果摆正了自己的位置，它照样会过得很幸福！

4。人们日常所犯最大的错误，是对陌生人太客气，而对亲密的人太苛刻，把这个坏习惯改过来，天下太平。

5。我终于发现自己看人的眼光太过简单,我从来没有去想面具下面是一张怎样的面容,我总是直接把面具当做面孔来对待,却忘记了笑脸面具下往往都是一张流着泪的脸..

6。对不起是一种真诚，没关系是一种风度。如果你付出了真诚，却得不到风度，那只能说明对方的无知与粗俗！

7。再累再苦就当自己是二百五再难再险就当自己是二皮脸

8。当一个女子在看天空的时候，她并不想寻找什么。她只是寂寞。

9。缘分像一本书。翻的不经意会错过童话读得太认真又会流干眼泪。”

10。爱，从来就是一件千回百转的事。不曾被离弃，不曾受伤害，怎懂得爱人？

11。无论怎么样，一个人借故堕落总是不值得原谅的，越是没有人爱，越要爱自己。

12。与其讨好别人，不如武装自己；与其逃避现实，不如笑对人生；与其听风听雨，不如昂首出击！

13。娶了红玫瑰，久而久之，红玫瑰就变成了墙上的一抹蚊子血，白玫瑰还是“床前明月光”；娶了白玫瑰，白玫瑰就是衣服上的一粒饭渣子，红的还是心口上的一颗朱砂痣。

14。一个朋友很好，两个朋友就多了一点，三个朋友就未免太多了。知音，能有一个已经很好了，不必太多，如果实在没有，还有自己，好好对待自己，跟自己相处，也是一个朋友…

15。我以为终有一天，我会彻底将爱情忘记，将你忘记，可是，忽然有一天，我听到了一首旧歌，我的眼泪就下来了，因为这首歌，我们一起听过。

16。我们始终都在练习微笑，终于变成不敢哭的人。

17。不要害怕拒绝他人，如果自己的理由出于正当。当一个人开口提出要求的时候，他的心里根本预备好了两种答案。所以，给他任何一个其中的答案，都是意料中的。

18。男人哭了，是因为他真的爱了~ 女人哭了，是因为她真得放弃了~ 。”

19。能够说出的委屈，便不算委屈；能够抢走的爱人，便不算爱人。

20。爱情本来并不复杂，来来去去不过三个字，不是我爱你、我恨你，便是算了吧、你好吗、对不起。

21。晚上想想千条路,早上醒来走原路.

22。这个世界欺骗了我，我必须给与还击，我不会放掉任何一丁点儿属于我的幸福，哪怕付出的代价是从此坠入地狱，我也在所不惜。

23。每个人一生之中心里总会藏着一个人，也许这个人永远都不会知道，尽管如此，这个人始终都无法被谁所替代。而那个人就像一个永远无法愈合的伤疤，无论在什么时候，只要被提起，或者轻轻的一碰，就会隐隐作痛。

24。话是人说的，屁也是人放的，说话和放屁一样，都是一口气而已。

25。某些人的爱情，只是一种“当时的情绪”。如果对方错将这份情绪当做长远的爱情，是本身的幼稚。

26。如果没法忘记他，就不要忘记好了。真正的忘记，是不需要努力的。

27。再丑的人也能结婚，再美的人也会单身！

28。因为爱过，所以慈悲；因为懂得，所以宽容。

most of them STRUCT right into the soul of mine. I'll make them as my reminder. :)

Life is beautiful

obsessed. :)

2011-07-15T18:00:00.002+08:00

he just loves green so much!

ITS YOU

autopay machine incident. :)

its a bliss

see you on mondaaaay

getting myself ready for steamboat BBQ tonight

camwhorer. x)

hihi. call me michelle. :)

outfit of the day. meaty

put on my absolute good mood

off i goooo!

26th day - girls do over

2011-07-14T23:33:00.001+08:00

went over to wife's place for FA

ended up thisss.

lets allow the pictures do the talking :)

the girls :)

credits to Carine. :)

sis in law and aye

owhhh wifey <3

oh yeahhhh. not ready!

looks like ah b. ;D

its a complicated relationship

heart all three of em'

life is never perfect without them

im doing good.

the stalking activity kept things outta my mind

i wonder hows things there

seems good

good sign perhaps

FA boredom

2011-07-14T14:20:00.001+08:00

oh yeaaaahh

FA FA FA

boringggg.

25th day

2011-07-13T23:59:00.001+08:00

owhhh the boyy

library seem to be the placeee

he sat in front of me todaaaay

and he smiled. :))) charming much!

i realised i've let things go

stop the tears and thinking

i totally think nothing about the past

yet, still a lil unused with things of course

although there are people around me

yet, things aren't the same as before

gotta kick my ass back to the life before :)

24th day

2011-07-12T23:20:00.004+08:00

finalss!

stress level maximum

BUUUT...

owhhh awesome

just soooo happy!

he sat behind me in the library todaaaay

and he talked to me ;3

shall see him tmrrr i believe. :)

hehehe

its a good news, im moving forwardddd.

seriously dislike people who confess using text

please do not confess to me via sms anymore

i will not accept youu.

THANK YOU.

motivator! :)

2011-07-11T22:25:00.002+08:00

my motivator woooohh! ;P

it works! hahaha!

23rd day

2011-07-11T19:50:00.002+08:00

nothing can hurt me now :)

i choose not to see, not to listen

and i find myself much happier

i know whats going on over there

but i have no problem staying away

im good at it

why would i be sad over such

where as he is happily celebrating

self convincing

awesomely awesome

2011-07-10T23:26:00.000+08:00

i meant today, tonight

tired of studyingg

tired of being home

tired of being emo

SO,

went to watch Transformer 3 with crow. :)

anddd thank you for the 2 bananas! :P

suits me

2011-07-10T11:59:00.000+08:00

suits my current. :)

22nd day

2011-07-10T11:24:00.002+08:00

the ex,

米修米修!

miss you miss you

as if you ever care

pffffftt!

alcohol helps the best :D

worst

2011-07-09T23:46:00.000+08:00

nothing can ever be worse than now

seriously

the pinch hurts and i had enough

she seems to have a motive

indirectly

she is all connected

to everyone around me

destined to be fooled

destroyer

can something, someone stop this?

i can take no more

urge to D.I.E

21st day

2011-07-09T22:32:00.001+08:00

SHOOT!

i am not good againnn

dislike it much

stop the tears DANG!

although its tough now,

but i know,

without you, i live better. :)

18th day

2011-07-06T23:20:00.002+08:00

heheheh!

things turning good once againnn

the queue is back.

the black is back.

haaaa!

brightens up my day.

17th day

2011-07-05T23:59:00.002+08:00

17th day, it doesn't hurt anymore. :)

i did not think about it and him.

im HAPPY!

dinner with croooow in

Monte's @ Bangsar

*BURP!* full!

he is super dark after his bangkok trip!

mienmien. :D

mine. carbonara. :) yuuuumms

crow's. lamb. :)

16th day

2011-07-04T23:38:00.000+08:00

listened to some songs,

suits my current condition

and i cried in the library, baaaadd

i DECIDED!

MOVE ON! :)

crow is baaack!

thankyou for that surprise!

hehhehe.

too happyy to sleep. :D

see you tmrrrr, hehehe

15th day

2011-07-03T22:39:00.001+08:00

song by wife. ;)

this song suits me. :) but cheeeehh! im all good adi laaaa. haha!

14th day

2011-07-02T10:31:00.002+08:00

week 2

i'm glad i'm progressing well

did not cry anymore

out of the dark trees

i travel along the road

very shady

i believe

as i travel

sunlight would appear

brightening up my day

now

im doing my very best

heading towards the sunlight.

i believe,

someone worthwhile would be standing at the end

waitinggg

13th day

2011-07-01T08:12:00.003+08:00

first day of July

much different as the first day of every month

for the past 10 months

if we were still attached,

it would be full 11months

yet today,

its the 13th day of the break up

i'm glad that i'm not crying anymore

letting it go successfully

shieeeet! pathetic much.

12th day

2011-06-30T23:21:00.002+08:00

out with big faceee to chill

jeez transformer, no ticket!

same dream.

please wake me up! :(

everytime i sees,

it'll make me down

very good. SIGH!

get me out of this piece of shiet plssss.

11th day

2011-06-29T23:20:00.002+08:00

baaaadd.

the look keeps appearing

the same dream ever since that day

its haunting me

tears are flowing like waterfall

i just cant help it

please guide me outta this. :'(

off for drinking.

10th day

2011-06-29T00:51:00.000+08:00

gatheringgg for mingy's farewell.
i thought i would be good there

knowing that he is there too

but i am not

let me escape please. :(

drinking.

cried to bed againnn

didnt went back home to sleep

the fear is just there

that i couldn't go home

monkey zai

2011-06-28T09:55:00.002+08:00

i miss my monkey zai

='(

have not been hugging you to bed for 10days

due to some circumstances

i just cant get you back

until i am all good as new

be good out there! woow!

9th day

2011-06-27T20:03:00.003+08:00

i still don't feel any better

but i've stopped the tears from flowing

i hope it doesn't falls again tonight

off for drinking session tonight

coming back tomorrow. :)

all i could say is

imissyouimissyouimissyouimissyouimissyouimissyouimissyouimissyouimissyouimissyou

good thing

2011-06-26T23:30:00.001+08:00

good that he doesn't view my blog.

i can spill anything as i wish

finally, a place to spill my probs. :)

this blog is still gonna seem down for quite some time

unbearable

=(

2011-06-26T21:40:00.002+08:00

sighh!

whats with today's radio station

playing break up songs whole day

=( dont needa remind me

i knooooow

its been a week

and im missin' him

:'(

1 weeksary

2011-06-26T01:10:00.003+08:00

LOL.

celebrate?

wishing myself 1 weeksary?

not "new history begin" thingy laaaarhh

this day, this time,

it marks the 1st week of me

obtaining all my freedom back

RIGHT ON THE SPOT

no one to care for

no one to worry for

no restrictions

i can go anywhere with anyone i like

do whatever i wanna do

need not think if one would be unhappy

congratulate me peopleee! :D

pathetic much. :(

god knows im not celebrating

frowning instead.

awaiting

2011-06-26T00:39:00.003+08:00

huehuehue

croooow arriving soon.

new kaki for clubbing

kuai kuai dao!

wua wua wuaaaa.

dayuuuumm.

deep shit. LOL

;D

2011-06-25T04:48:00.000+08:00

tipsy tipsy and tipsy. ;D

drank too much

becoming an alcoholic.

time to sleep.

nights world. ;D

thoughts

2011-06-24T22:42:00.000+08:00

when all thinks that i am all good

i'm actually not

wifeeeey knows all

some thinks that im having a good time going to clubs

they wouldn't understand

its the only way for me to forget TEMPORARILY

surrounded by strangers when dancing

who'd like it?

being touched by strangers

who'd like it?

forced to drink by strangers

who'd like it?

they threw ice into your clothes

who'd like it?

its not easy to act, not for me

at least i did it successfully in front of him today

good job Mich, keep it up!

im really tired, i wanna leave

clubb

2011-06-24T15:07:00.002+08:00

i needa let things go fast

i needa remove them from the mind

clubbing is the best solution i findd

head to G6 in Gardens ytd night,

dont really like it.

old memories flash back.

not the club but Gardens

I'll try my best to avoid those places

G6, quite empty and quiet when we went

black label one bottle

we finished it

not high enough

although me face is red

the rest are tipsy

drove to Mist Club

NOW THIS IS MORE LIKE IT. ;P

people, crowddd.

drink and dance

this is heaven.

this is the time where i can throw everything away

yesss.

monkeeeeey is talking

dream

teng teng's birthday

these days

那些年，我們一起追的女孩

那些年...

那些年...

寂寞的咖啡因-柯震東

孩子氣 - 陳妍希

boys are cheats and liars

:D

BANANAH! :P

belajar

MeiSing's 22nd birthday

STUDY DAY OUT

all i do is smile

dessert time! :)

SUBS annual ball

Adidas Marathon

Sunway Social Society orientation

nasi lemak 2.0

remember

rollerskating day!

orphanage visit. :)

:)

today

they made my day :)

tears

meeting the 13 years friend

Amazing Singapore Trip

58th day

57th day

56th day

another amazing night

:]

53rd day

about famine 30 againnn

2nd day of famine

my birthday, famine camp!

2nd birthday celebration

47th day

46th day

45th day

44th day

43rd day

42nd day

Genting with them

41st day

40th day

39th day

38th day

:D

girls territory

36th day

BAD

34th day

ah-haaaa!

mignight

Chatime

33rd day

32nd day

dammit! this song reveals the true self of melook into the lyrics deeper, its all in itwhyyy? pouring cold water on mewhen im proceeding. :'(

张靓颖 - 这该死的爱

old shoes

31st day

good point

30th day

BBQ, steamboat gathering

good sunday

29th day

similar

28th day

28句来自不同名人的名言，句句深入人心

obsessed. :)

26th day - girls do over

FA boredom

25th day

24th day

motivator! :)

23rd day

dammit! this song reveals the true self of me
look into the lyrics deeper, its all in it
whyyy? pouring cold water on me
when im proceeding. :'(